Today I actually painted. I'm pretty proud of that since I had Luke with me today. Though I really only painted for like an hour...I later joined Luke for a nap.
Since our return from Lytle we are having to recondition Luke. Last night was ok...but I am hoping night will be an improvment.
Today felt like a Monday but I was glad it didn't start like a Monday. I got up this morning and finally went to my stroller fit class. I was glad to be back and working out. Although while doing morning drills I fell on my knees and smashed my face in to the concrete ground. It wouldn't have been so embarrassing but there just happened to be a bunch of college guys nearby running up the hill and saw the entire fiasco. Today wasn't a good day to exercise outside. It was warm and very humid...no wind. So I experienced some heat exhaustion and almost passed out. I sat down alot because I was getting dizzy. I think I need to drink more water.
Luke and I went to the new walmart in College Station. I have to say it is as classy as a target. It is very very nice. I generally don't like walmart but this is the only exception. We actually got through without any tantrums but I think people think I am crazy. I kept making funny faces, singing silly songs and kissing toes. I actually had fun shopping today.
NANNERS!!!!!!!! Today Luke started eating banannas. YEA!!! I don't think he was to thrilled as I am because he didn't each very much. It could also because daddy fed him and not mommy. Luke also rolled over from back to front! We've been watching it for a couple of weeks now so we knew it would be close. Now I have a whole new thoughts to worry about. Most of which is what if he rolls over in his sleep and smothers himself! Again I have a vivid imagination...just wished I used it for good instead of for bad.
PPD: Today was good. No feelings of wanting to cry. I hope this continues. I think it helped alot when I got home yesterday and the entire house was clean; all credit to the hubby. I also think returning to see friends and family this weekend and having an art outlet set me back on the saddle. Doctor said she would give me something for it but I truly believe my exercising helps. I'll give it a few more weeks and decide. I feel that admitting that I have PPD I recognize it is a situation I have no control over. I did nothing to cause it and I'm not a bad mother or person for having this condition. I just need to take care of myself so I can continue becing a good wife and good mommy!
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